Thursday, August 8, 2013

A wish to vanish

There are days when I just feel like I want to go and vanish off the face of the world for a while.
Where I am, I feel very unwelcome at the moment.
I don't know if it's just me, or if my hosts are getting irritated by my presence here at their place (most specifically the in-law).
Tomorrow, I go look at some apartments.
I wonder if this is the right decision or should I just throw caution to the wind and keep looking for a wheeled home. I have one last project to take care of and I feel like I can do a good job if I was somewhere stable and safe and free from distractions and worry about shelter, food and cramped conditions.

After this project, I will be free. So I suppose I am settling down for a while into a 6 month lease. Only until this project is done.


4 comments:

  1. Wait what?!? Are you back in the states already?

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    1. Hello Steve! I apologize if I haven't been communicating. Hope you are well, my friend!

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  2. Welcome back. Get some wheels.

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  3. Thanks! I have a book to finish first so it is likely I will sign up for an apartment temporarily. I have had issues with weather and allergies as well last year which I don't want repeated this year if I choose another vehicle. I guess I need the comfort of 4 climate-controlled walls to get this project done. After that, I can always revisit the mobile life when I don't have this thing pressing on me. Trying to finish a sensitive project and figure out living logistics like I attempted last year was just too difficult to juggle.

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